HE HAS GREAT THINGS IN STORE FOR YOU

There is a point in a persons life where they want to quit. No matter the situation, when it gets to a point where nothing seems to  be going the way we feel it should... We want to QUIT!!! There has been so many times I have QUIT in my mind but still have the desire to keep going. Yesterday my mother in-law posted on facebook "You can't go throug life quitting everything. If you're going to achieve anything, you've got to stick with something." I have been going through so much with finishing school its ridiculous. I made up in my MIND that I was just going to QUIT. Nothing seems to be going right, then I realized THAT RIGHT THERE is the problem with a lot of people. When faced with a tough situation we want to thro in the towel. "YOU CAN't DO IT", this is exactly how the enemy wants you to feel...he wants you to QUIT!!! See we don't see what the enemy is seeing...he see where GOD is about you and he don't want you to get there. So he is whispering in your ear "QUIT...YOU KNOW YOU CAN't HANDLE THIS" and we start to believe it...DON't GIVE IN!!!!! Galations 6:9 says "And let us not be weary in well doing; for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not" DON't let the enemy convince you that you can't do/finish anything b/c through Christ ALL things are possible. Just remember the enemy sees where GOD is taking you to... So PRAISE HIM while your going through b/c HE HAS GREAT THINGS IN STORE FOR YOU!!!!!!!

HE IS LISTENING!!

When you pray and cry out to GOD I know I'm not the only one who wonders if he is really listening. When I tell you I have been going through so much... Wanting to just give up on everything...Having 2 kids and trying to go to school is not an easy task... I had my son in spring 07...tried to go back in fall of 07...that didn't work. So then I had my daughter in jan 08... And I tried to go back again...still wasn't working...so I'm like is this really meant for me to finish school... I heard somebody say..."GOD deals you a hand, and you just have to play ur cards right" I had to ask him to show me how to sort my hand out and what cards to put down(neg. people/things)... One thing I learned is that whatever hand GOD deals you, you have to know he has given you the tools(knowledge) to play them right... So now its fall 09 and I got off to a bad start this semseste, my truck tore up 2weeks before classes started and I had no way of getting there...so then I dnt have any money to buy books...but let me tell you how good GOD is... One of my professors let me use an extra book she had in her office...so now I'm driving back and forth frm newnan to atlanta everyday(gas is killing me) Now its the week of midterms and my truck is tore up again...Yesterday I cried out to GOD... I asked him was everything really gone be alright... I said LORD PLEASE JUST LET ME KNOW YOU HEAR ME AND SEE WHAT I'm GOING THRough DWN HERE... GOD will answer you through anybody/anything... I was on twitter this morning and my gyrl pinky(pinky907 follow her) said "SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH A BREAKDOWN TO PREPARE YOU FOR YOUR BREAKTHROUGH" she wrote a blog and I cried b/c I felt GOD answering my question... I understand now why I'm going through these storms... And through it all he is still keeping me... Just remember GOD may not come/answer you when you want him 2 but he is ALWAYS on time... HE REALLY IS LISTENING

Missing My Babies

Sitting in class... missing my babies... it's so hard being away from them for a long time... I have to keep telling myself that I'm doing this for them... MOMMY MISS YOU RAYQUAN AND RANIAH